It’s been more than a month I feel like shit and I’ve just run away from my skype, my Tony Stark rp blog, my friends …
I want to start fresh … am I allowed that peace of mind?
I want to be a part of the Avengers fandom, but then I don’t. I don’t want to come in as Tony Stark because we played volatile, self obsessed, violent, dangerous, and unpredictably unstable too well I was starting to question where he ended and I began.
I also don’t want to look like I’m coming in because of Iron Man 3, I’ve already heard about the influx of newbies since then and it’s a little *makes hand movements to try and describe but can’t do it properly*
I’m going to back up everything I have from all that, and delete it from my laptop, then I’m going to sort through and delete what I don’t need on this laptop like old tumblr stuff.
I’m starting roleplaying again even though I only stopped an hour ago.
I’m not much on this blog so I wonder why I still have it.
This blog is on Hiatus and is a backup account and archive for the things I love.